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Try Again?

Hello everyone. I’m a newbie to marijuana, as I smoked for the first time about two and a half weeks ago. The results were… less than decent. Things kind of escalated after three hits from a homemade bong I feverishly crafted from a large powerade bottle, and ended up turning into a textbook definition, "Grade-A" panic attack. I felt as if I was in a nightmare, suddenly waking up and realizing I was in reality, then slipping back into that terrifying feeling. After what felt like days of flipping out, I finally fell asleep around 1:00 ish, but woke up the next morning still terrified. Long story short, I felt horrible. It has been about two and a half weeks since then, and I have had two somewhat short, sober panic attacks. The last one has left me with a lingering feeling of depersonalization that I can’t help but believe that it has some sort of link to marijuana or the panic attack that occurred.

My question to you, forum, is whether I should try it again or lay off the stuff until I can control these depersonalization feelings. That was my one and only time I have ever given weed a try and I would love to feel the happy, chill, feel-good vibes that everyone contributes with the plant. The only issue is that I’m afraid that I will have another panic attack if i smoke for a second time. Should I give it another go? Should I wait for a while? Answers would be greatly appreciated ๐Ÿ˜€

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