I’ve smoked weed a handful of times and every time I take a break and try it again, it’s amazing. The 2nd or 3rd time trying it, it’s never the same as the first (even though I start smoking more). The first time I’m very happy and laughy and get the feeling where I just stare off into space and then realize what I’m doing, it’s awesome.
Once I start smoking more, it turns into this weird high where I just forget everything that I’m doing, and it doesn’t really feel as fun. Is this because I’m smoking too much or is it a mental thing? I’m often paranoid / wondering if I’m high yet and end up just smoking a lot more and don’t feel as good as when I take like a 1-2 year break and do it again. Any help appreciated