hi 🙂 im new to this site. well, new to being a member anyways. but my story is: i started smoking about 5 months ago. i smoked in my friends room cause his friend brought over some reg or mids, it was loaded in a one hitter so i didnt see what it looked like. i didnt feel anything then. about a day after this, kind of coincidentally one of my friends who i hadnt hung out with in a really long time decided to admit to me that he’s been smoking for about 2 years and asked if i wanted to try it. went over to his house that weekend and smoked sour d, the best high ive ever had, felt like i was dreaming. i had no worries and was really happy/relaxed/comfortable. a few months after that i hit a bong at another friends house, took a couple rips and i got so high that it freaked me out. that was my first bad experience. im a pretty anxious person, always worried about something, and i think that contributes a lot to my bad experiences i have with weed. ive had very good experiences after that time, but more recently they have been kind of uncomfortable/strange. ive been having some derealization afterwards. i already have experience with bad anxiety and derealization so this is not new and i dont blame the weed for it or anything. i think it may be because in the back of my mind i may be worried about having a bad experience even though i tell myself not to think that and that its going to be a good high. i havent had the total comfort during a high like i used to. i may have made this longer than it needed to be but my question is, any advice to help myself fall into it and not let negative thoughts turn my highs bad? or any other advice?